Hola Mi Familia.
Time literally doesnt even exist here. I sit down to write
you feeling like I wrote you two hours ago but then I look back and each week
there is so many things that happen.
This week was so fun and also pretty emotional and a lot of
work. I think most of the fam already knows this but I met a cousin! It was
bound to happen since I have more cousins than the Queen but it was so crazy
because he was in my zone. Literally the odds of that are pretty slim to none.
But I love Cousin Lowe and I have a funny picture of him and I for you guys.
But that is where things got pretty emotional because at the beggining of this
week the District that was our best friends here and kinda took us under their
wing left for their missions. All of them are going to Peru and so that is cool
because they will all see eachother except one Hermana who is going to a
different mission in Peru. I loved those guys including Cousin Lowe. I got
really close with Hma. Lindstrom and Hma. Sintay and so when they left it was a
lot of tears. They shared their testimonies before they left and I was crying
like a baby. Everyone thought I was ridiculously weird but I know for sure that
they will be grand. This all means that my district is the Leaders now. All we
have is a group of 8 elders but we got a new intake this week so I think we
will have some newbies. The funny thing was last night a bunch of new kids came
in and so at dinner I wanted to freak them out. So I went and started talking
to them in Spanish. But literally all I know is how to ask where they are from,
where they are going, and recite the missionary purpose but lemme tell you when
you run off that missionary purpose at 100 miles per hour those newbies really
get a deer in the headlights look to them. It was funny and then I took pity
and told them that I was actually super white and didnt know any Spanish. So i
made some friends. lol.
Life really is getting better here in the CCM. When you
start to get into the swing of things and quit crying you have a lot of fun and
learn so so so so much. My roomate the other day woke up and started crying
because there were bags under her eyes. Adulthood hit her like a freight train
but it is so good here. I am really surprised about how much you can feel the
Spirit when you are learning in a language that you cant fully speak. But I
think that only makes it better. The other day we were talking about Baptism
and how important it was and my teacher Hmo. Gallegos doesnt speak much English
at all. I really wanted to know why Baptism was so important. Anybody reading
that might think that I should probably have known that before I came but you
win some you lose some. Anyways he sat me down, we prayed, and completely in
Spanish he explained to me why Baptism was important, why we needed that
symoblic commitment to Jesus Christ. And for the first time since I have been
here, I understood every word that he said. Now I dont know if it is because he
used really simple words or because God loves helping missionaries along but I
am so grateful to be learning Spanish here in Mexico City.
The absolute best part of this week was TRC! TRC is when a
volunteer from outside the walls comes in and we teach them a lesson. We got a really
nice guy who has been a member for three years and it was such a good
experience. He spoke a little bit of English but he mostly spoke in Spanish and
we got to know about him. He worked at a tire repair shop and he likened what
he did as missionaries to his work. He was such an amazing person and it was
hard to find anything to teach him because he was such a good guy but his wife
is inactive. We taught a little bit about how we know that when we are doing
the things we should like going to church and praying that we knew his family
would be blessed. It makes you really look forward to getting out into
the field and working with people who a really really looking for this
Gospel.
The hardest part of this week was yesterday our teacher
taught us all a very good lesson, but especially it hit me right in the gut. We
are teaching our teachers as our investigators. It has been hard for me because
I dont feel like it is real and so it is hard for me to have a desire to really
put everything into teaching someone who already knows everything we are
talking about. But Hmo. Hernandez explained that the way he chooses what
investigator he is going to play is he picks a convert from his mission and
then mixes in his own feelings and stories. Every district he goes in looking
for an answer and that our lessons for him mean just as much as it would for a
real investigator. God was teaching me a lesson on this one because right
before that I had been so mad at my companion because she was mad because I
wasnt as into making the teaching real and I owed a big apology to her. The
teachers here are so good and each day they give so much. I really love
them.
Before I left, I remember Dad telling me that I needed to
forget about myself and forget about the family and focus on those I was going
to serve. This week, that has been such a big thing talked about. One guy from
devotional said my favorite things. ´´´Think about all the hours that you habe
sat through primary and sacrament and for the teachers who have taught
you, the hours upon hours of prayers your parents have prayed for you. For all
those leaders that have worked to get you in these seats today. Now take that
and you put the same amount of love, effort, and time into your investigators.
They deserve it.´¨ That was just really good. SO thanks all who got me
here.
The city is still very loud but from what I understand there
are riots going on in the city I think but the teachers wont tell us much. Our
house is HAUNTED! I swear. The creepiest things are happening. Doors opening
and shutting and weird noised and scary things and I am freaking myself out so
I wont say anymore but shooooot.
My last thought is about the Brother of Jared. Three talks
this week have been about this story and here is what I know:
-We have to go to God with a plan. When we pray we have to
make it specific and we have to go prepared. If we need an answer or some help
or whatever it is we have to make a game plan. (Just like BoJ was asked by God
what he would have him do to light the boats)
-Second, we must show a little bit of faith before we can
recieve the blessings. And the more we show faith and see results then we will
know with a surety that God is sending blessings. (Just like Jared watch the
stones light up one by one and after a few began to glow he could see the
finger of God)
-Last, our investigators will be lit one by one as we do our
best to touch their lives but we will not always see how much good that did but
it does do good. (Just like God touched those stones and those stones provided
light for travel across the entire sea)
Also Ryan, super sorry for always laughing at that story
about you not knowing that Christ came to America because I actually read third
Nephi. Just so everybody knows, Christ came to AMerica and you can read about
it in 3rd Nephi and Ryan isnt as dumb as I thought haha or I am just as
dumb.
I love you guys.
Buenos Suerte este semana.
Hma J
Sister Johnson and Elder Lowe new found cousins
Elders playing in 75 degree weather...no snow